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Keep off laptop [3rd week, Nov]

I don’t know exactly why, but I really feel tired when sitting in front of my laptop. I hate reading unlimited news in google reader, and I am also weary of replying emails… I should admit that the length of my reply is going to be shorter and shorter.

This week I only need to concentrate on my paper and its feedback, except for taking classes every day, mainly from the morning to the night. The weather becomes colder and colder, skipping the beauty of the fall and going directly to the winter. White snow covers almost every part of the ground, and causes some trees to bow down. Seeing the news on the television, no special feelings touch my heart.

Translating my transcript, writing a personal statement and even dealing with some stuffs are the primary tasks for me, although I still watched some dramas during spare time.

Money in, and money out. Time flows but never back. Less than 2 hours per day on average with my laptop, what can I do?

back to the earth[3rd week, Oct]

I just come back to the earth from a week’s escaping. Sorry for leaving without a notice.

Well, just now when I open my Gmail, I found it impossible to read every mail carefully. I’m sorry if I ignored your email, and if it was really important, please send it to me again! I promise that this time I won’t miss anyone.

Meanwhile, Gmail tells me that “You are currently using 5886 MB (79%) of your 7383 MB“. I don’t know how and why… So shall I delete some “big” ones?

However, next week I will still be pretty busy, and although I WILL NOT disappear again, finding me without an email may be a hard thing. Writing my paper, preparing for the class… shall I apply for the lectures about latex in the following month? I’m not sure whether I have enough time to get well prepared for them. Too many stuffs to be done, an incontrovertibly busy week.

Well I should admit that I’d like to communicate with others in English rather than Chinese, even in the campus. So please forgive me if I write too much in English or if I reply you in English. You can tell me about your difficulties if you wish.

Finally, I should say that the feeling of being back to earth is really good!

1 hour on the Platform

Last Monday I listened to Peng's (Peng Shige) Lecture about the measure of financial risks. Similar to previous lectures, there are numbers of official news reports. However, I'd like to share my personal feeling with you.

I have no better choice but to admit that Prof Peng is really an authority, not only because of his great contribution to the professional field of mathematics and finance, but also for his zeal of research and the wonderful explanation of his thought.  He has the ability to make the only an hour's lecture magic, to lead us fall in love with his "nonlinear expectation operator". It is a pity for me that after having stayed for numerous years in SDU, I know nothing about Peng's research. I think without long time precipitation of thought, it is impossible to have such deep realizations.

One word he mentioned that night really impressed me, it was: dirty work. Nowadays there are so many dirty works that make us apathetic.

Today I have said too much just because last Wed's afternoon I had an exercise class of intermediate microeconomics for one hour as a TA. I was confident about my knowledge of micro economic theory, since I could understand the book called "microeconomic theory " by Mas-Cololl,Winston,Green as least. But when illustrate these with my words and make them clear to the audience, I learned the hardness of the process. I spent more than 5 hours in front of my computer on making the handout. Since pictures were helpful, I installed Illustrator and Flash to make the visual effects better. I was willing to use these as supplements to help them understand the economic thoughts behind the mathematical formulas. Although time is needed to examine whether I have succeed, I'll work on. Personally speaking, intermediate microeconomics is too important for the whole development of the economic study.  At least, I have already achieved my initial goal, which is also the reason I used to persuade my advisor to leave me this chance: to examine my knowledge of intermediate microeconomics.

The next class will be two weeks after, and I have to work hard to prepare. I just hope that my advisor won't be disappointed about his decision and trust, and also for those who take time to attend the class it is worthy that time. At last, I have no excuse to fail. It is really worthy that much.
In the end, and also on the one-year's memorial day, I want to speak out these words: I'll do whatever in return to your guidance.

Thank you so much, dear Yue, my advisor.

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Stochastic calculus [4th week, Sep]

Today when I was checking my emails, I noticed one ad from The Wharton School of the University of Pennsylvania. There was no doubt that it is the most famous business school throughout the world.  But in fact, at the first glance, I didn’t realize that it is Wharton. I just thought that “oh, a school of Upeen“.

Followed its link, I was redirected to its official website, and read the introduction of its applied economics doctoral program. Although I did know that upeen would never give me an admission, I still looked carefully at the details of the program’s requirements. Of course, I paid much attention on the mathematical requirements. Some familiar words came into view, like

(1) at least two courses in calculus, (2) linear algebra, (3) differential equations, and (4) probability and statistics. We also recommended that you have taken: (1) real analysis, (2) econometrics, (3) stochastic calculus.

Ok… I have one year left to meet your requirements. However, the fact is, even if I can satisfy all the basic requirements of this program, I am still not competitive enough and I have no money to pay for the tuition. Thus, the final result mentains the same: It has nothing to do with me. Moreover, I would prefer the training of theoretical economics rather than applied economics.

Here I want to say something about “stochastic”. Some days ago one junior attracted my interest, not for his intelligence, but for his love of mathematics as a student of economics. I had met hundreds of schoolmates who had a good knowledge of math, either took some classes from the school of mathematics or taught themselves. But most of them were forced to enhance their math ability by the pressure from graduate schools or their advisors. Therefore, the real situation was, they did have some calculation skills after professional math trainings, but seldom did they really have the understanding of the spirit of math.

That boy was different. He didn’t got high marks in every class, thereby losing the most valuable testimony of outstanding performance at study. “The only choice for me is to take part in the entrance exams for postgraduate schools ( which is called ‘Kao Yan’) since my lack of English and GPA “, he laughed at himself when I encouraged him to go abroad. But he told me that he had audited most of the core courses in school of math. That day we talked about a question about matrix, or more specifically, Markov chain. He offered a new solution way, which was really out of my thought. I didn’t catch his meaning at first, so he explained it patiently. After that, he recommended me to listen to the course of stochastic process in school of math. To speak honestly, I had some knowledge about stochastic process so I told him. At first he was a little surprised, but soon he gave me an advice for the reason that my understanding of stochastic was not deep enough. Then he gave me a list of the courses and asked whether I would come to the class or not. Unfortunately, the time was conflicted with an other class on Tuesday afternoon. He said that it didn’t matter, since I would go to another half  of the course on Thursday and the course was pretty easy. OK, I will certainly do that.

Of course, as an exchange, I provided some suggestion for the economic courses…

Now what I want to say is, why “stochastic” is so important in economics? It seems that every one has an unique answer, so do I. But today the word “stochastic calculus” really makes me confused. After searching on the Internet, I have a basic conception of it. But why it sounds so familiar? …

Yes, Shige Peng (彭实戈)! And his backward stochastic differential equations! I see… I see…

Appendix:

Some Chinese materials about Stochastic calculus ( Author unknown, sorry! ).

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